I've gotten into a weird headspace lately. I feel... apart. I don't feel like I'm a part of anyone's life. I chat with very few people anymore, and when I do it has a feel of an acquaintance, the feel of two people who once were close but are no longer yet retain the friendly mood as if nothing's changed.
Maybe that's just because it's all in my head and none of the people I love feel this bizarre distance I do. I've a tendency to be cynical and pessimistic like that. Or, remaining cynical and pessimistic, maybe they don't mention it because they feel sorry for me, and don't have the heart to turn away someone so pathetic?
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