It's the weirdest fuckin' thing

To start with, I realize the only things I seem to post are negative in nature, but, the only times I have something worth blogging about, it's bad. I've been working on it, though, and I've just plain not made posts because I don't want all... well, the two of you to think I'm some whiny bitch who complains about his life constantly. But, I realized something mere minutes ago that I just felt like sharing, so, bear with me.


I made it through work today without anything going wrong. I mean, nothing. It was perfect, and beautiful. By all ways of looking at it, it's been a good day. Hell, I even finally got my new glasses, since my other pair broke last Saturday.

But, despite that, I'm not happy. And I started thinking... I'm rarely ever happy anymore. I mean, it's not often that I'm particularly unhappy, I'm just not happy. Hell, I'm not even content. I just kind of... am.

But, alas, there's not much I can do. Hold and love my kitten, at this very moment. Play my vidgames, work on my songs when I can, and keep livin'. Maybe by dumb chance I'll stumble across something that'll make me happy again.