"Man's inhumanity to man"

Why do people suck?

Guess it's time to start again.

All while I was a kid, I was told how bright I was. Whether it was truth, or, it was just the bullshit they feed kids to make them feel better about themselves, I strove to be brilliant. I started reading constantly, and reading books beyond my "level", apparently. I did all my homework, did the best I could on tests, started writing short stories on my own, anything I could think of to maintain this image of a bright child. Whee for living up to expectations. Ultimately, I failed, and dropped out of high school. Turns out I'm not as bright as expected.

Now, I'm told something else again and again, something new and unexpected, albeit less often and by a smaller number of people. I'm told that I'm a good singer, and I have a pleasant voice. Farce? I believe so. But, I'm told it again and again, and recently, I've begun to feel the urge to try to live up to that expectation and become a great, well-renowned singer. Destined for failure? Don't ask me that, for it is not a positive response.

Why do I use that face so much?

I've noticed that I keep using (>_<) this particular smiley a lot lately. Indicative of anything, ya think?

All today

All I can keep thinking of is how long it's been since I've fucked. HOW SAD IS THAT?

Not to mention, who the hell am I gonna talk to about that. Nobody but me gives two shits. (>_<)

(>_<)

Nothing quite like being a gods damned annoyance.

I'm going to bed where, with any luck, I shall suck less!

Tomorrow

Not so good a start as yesterday... hopefully the day'll get better.

Today

Has been a good day so far. Hell if I know why, but, I woke up in a good mood, and... it's just been a good day. Nothing good happened, even, I'm just in a good mood.

Fuck you

Fuck you if you think I am the way I am just for "shock value".

My take on the new KoRn album

WHOOOO!

My only complaint is that they could have been bothered to think up an album title, methinks. (>_>) *cough*

But, when that's the only complaint one can muster, that's a damned good album! Or extreme fandom, you're choice.

Anyway, I enjoy it immensely. As usual, this album sounds very different from their other albums. And, despite being a trio, they pull through with an awesome album thanks to drummers like Terry Bozio, a drumming god, Brooks Wackerman, and even Jonathan Davis doing percussion on some of the tracks.

I, being the possibly obsessed KoRn fan I am, pre-ordered the super special bonus package edition, receiving a bad-ass t-shirt along with the deluxe edition of the album with a bonus DVD, which contains a delightfully insightful look into the making of the album. That was a hella long sentence, neh?

I really enjoy the first single from the album, released ages ago, "Evolution", but other than that, some of my favorite tracks from the album would be "Ever Be", which is one of two stabs at former guitarist Head that appear on the album, "Bitch We Got A Problem", and "Sing Sorrow", a bonus track on that aforementioned deluxe edition I pre-ordered.

I just don't know what else to say... go buy this shit, right now. It's fuckin' awesome.